I hate how every time I go to work I have massive anxiety and just want to cry in the bathroom. Partly because of social anxiety and partly because one the managers constantly stresses me out and everytime I try to complain it just makes it worse.
We’re starting a campaign tomorrow in Pathfinder and since I couldn’t find a decent picture I made her on DA. Her name is Islene Shalegold and she’s a monk.
I really hate being an introvert because I sometimes think “oh hey, I can totally hang out with a bunch of people right now! I can handle it! I hate being alone!!” and then three hours into hanging out I realize how draining of energy it is for me to be around other people and I just want to curl up into a ball and isolate myself for the rest of my life.